my abstract heART

...the art of sharing my heART...

Struggles...

Yes, Life is full of disappointments...people, situations, circumstances...whatever it is there is always a disappointment lurking somewhere in the midst of everything going on. I don't know anyone who has gone through life without meeting with it face to face. Some of us more than others. Whether you are on the receiving end or dishing it out...it happens!

Lately, I have been very disappointed in many areas of my life. People especially...the people I would expect to be there for me the most have let me down more than ever. I struggle with these feelings and thoughts. I know, as a Christian, I need to "take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ", yet I am struggling hardcore in this area. I know my worth and who I am is in Christ, not in man or situations. Yet those feelings of inadequacy and 'disappointment' are very real and very strong...leaving me feeling very insecure and insignificant...

Oh Lord, please grant me the strength and wisdom in this. Help me to be satisfied and find my worth once again in you.